I want to break free

Increasingly i have been having ideas to get away. To run away from all this crazy work and live differently. I wont stay home but do something else. Something that doesn't have to be high paying. I want to find myself again. I want to live happily again. Right now i am living in wait of the next bright spot in future... Vacation, Parents' visit, Weekend trip etc. its not sustainable.

I want to get out.